Ok so I consider this post as Friday's post...because I forgot about what time it was =-O
So, I am really happy I got a nice response back about my video. I was a lil scared that people were going to be telling me I suck, cuz I gained weight lol Thankfully that didn't happen. I knew it wouldn't because everyone is so supportive and everyone has slip ups..I was just nervous =)
Cuz I definitely felt bad...like i let people down..by letting my emotions get to me and gain weight. I felt embarassed =-/ I for sure don't want to have that feeling again. I want to be in that group of you tubers who are an inspiration for people. i want to people to look at me and say "hey if she can do it so can I". I hope that doesn't come off as conceited...cuz that's not what I'm getting at =)
Anyways...Im just glad that I sucked it up and made a vid, and layed it all out there on the table. =)
Ok so it's been a long day...so I am going to go relax.
As soon as I convince my mom to take me grocery shopping and what not...I will start posting pics of food again...cuz that was fun =) and ofcourse I will put up my food journal =)
Nite!
♥♥Amanda♥♥
So, I am really happy I got a nice response back about my video. I was a lil scared that people were going to be telling me I suck, cuz I gained weight lol Thankfully that didn't happen. I knew it wouldn't because everyone is so supportive and everyone has slip ups..I was just nervous =)
Cuz I definitely felt bad...like i let people down..by letting my emotions get to me and gain weight. I felt embarassed =-/ I for sure don't want to have that feeling again. I want to be in that group of you tubers who are an inspiration for people. i want to people to look at me and say "hey if she can do it so can I". I hope that doesn't come off as conceited...cuz that's not what I'm getting at =)
Anyways...Im just glad that I sucked it up and made a vid, and layed it all out there on the table. =)
Ok so it's been a long day...so I am going to go relax.
As soon as I convince my mom to take me grocery shopping and what not...I will start posting pics of food again...cuz that was fun =) and ofcourse I will put up my food journal =)
Nite!
♥♥Amanda♥♥
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I know what you mean about waiting to be an inspiration... I was thinking about that today, and realized I've been suck between the same five pounds for 12 weeks now... it's time for me to kick it in gear. I'm glad you're back.
Glad to see you back!
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